cindi

by mothé

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1.
safe 02:37
I've been trying getting no sleep and I struggle with eating I've been crying echo chambers keep in screaming so call me your friend emotionally available to offer healing but you've been mad you should have known better when you got your reading don't stay awake things have been bad since you lost your mother your father was a snake had you wandering through the town like you love somebody said you know what it's like to stitch yourself had a life saving operation when you were twelve and you kept things safe yeah you've always been safe, I can't say I blame you the kids are alright we played with fire and learned from the burning but keep us in sight, there's creatures in the night
2.
I met a rockstar, yeah I met her one time with the bright blue jumpsuit fresh off the iron she's a whisperer of dogs when she's talking to the boys 'cause she only gets the sick ones barking for her love tell me how your dad was a bad, bad man fell in love with sally and he kicked you to the can but you bury it down underneath your new jacket tell me where you got it 'cause you know nobody asked you you're so cool 'cause you really know it all brand new trends got you keeping up, keeping up world's so gone but all you want to hear is "you're so cool" you're so cool Andy has tears 'cause there's oil in the ocean jack stopped crying 'cause he lost all his emotions Jeff built a business on the backs of other people then he made a billion dollars and he fucked mother nature people need help but it's easier to scroll past faking activism in the form of "I believe that" nice shoes, nice hair, keeping up with fashion only have opinions if you know they're going to back them you're so cool 'cause you really know it all brand new trends got you keeping up, keeping up world's so gone but all you want to hear is "you're so cool" you're so cool you're so cool 'cause you really know it all brand new trends got you keeping up, keeping up world's so gone but all you want to hear is "you're so cool 'cause you know you're not the problem" we'll float past it all sirens lure me off 'cause I don't want to know the darkness of the world I could leave it all behind you're so cool you're so cool you're so cool you're so cool you're so cool 'cause you really know it all brand new trends got you keeping up, keeping up world's so gone but all you want to hear is "you're so cool" 'cause you know you're not the problem
3.
life's okay, I'm looking backwards through the wrong side of the screen it's a lifetime show for freaks and watch your pace, I'm laughing loudest when I want to walk away it's performative and sheen let's meet for drinks, let's try to be social but when I leave I know I've met no one I wish someone had told me it's ok to be lonely let's get involved without an ounce of love it's scarier to be alone than here with me and stay for years it's not a good spot but I've found somewhere to be a complacent kind of peace and we won't have to think while we're touching but when we kiss you know it means nothing I wish someone had told me it's ok to be lonely you're not estranged they're just boring there's not a person worth knowing it's fine, we're overextended don't smile, you're only pretending I wish someone had told me it's ok to be lonely
4.
you don't, you don't have to keep up, keep up you've been trying to be one of the boys, trying to be one of the boys you know, you know I can't keep up with you because I've never been one of the boys, I've never been one of the boys we don't need a lot of things but gothic cliques and diamond rings spend my money for the world to see on this happy anniversary I can't, I can't stay glam I tried my hand at feeling better in my clothes but I've never been one of the girls, I've never been one of the girls my voice, my voice, mixed with a little bit of timing and my choice, oh you know I wish I was one of the girls god I wish I was one of the girls we don't need a lot of things but gothic cliques and diamond rings spend my money for the world to see on this happy anniversary we don't need a lot of things but gothic cliques and diamond rings spend my money for the world to see on this happy anniversary stand your ground 'cause the heartbreak's coming in a cruel world you've got to make your own loving cool, keep it cool, baby keep on stunting all these kim's with fake diamonds try to kick you off the runway we don't need a lot of things but gothic cliques and diamond rings spend my money for the world to see on this happy anniversary you know, you know, I can't keep up with you because I've never been one of the boys I've never been one of the boys
5.
old friend 03:05
I'm thinking 'bout you in the front porch light zipped up my coat before we went outside you chased your breath in the foggy night sometimes we still talk but you seem so shy so let's just act like we don't have the time but I'd come over to apologize I'm in your city only for the night, we could go to that bar that you swear you don't like she calls me old friend I call her old friend yeah she's my old friend and nothing more than that hey I just picked up a bottle of wine I drink too much so could you help this time I'll split it with you in the moonlight set out a towel and hope the bugs don't bite I'll buy a house before I'm 25 if I get lucky from the songs I write I think you'd look good by my fireside we could talk in the morning if we time it right she calls me old friend I call her old friend yeah she's my old friend and nothing more than that but now I'm stumbling through the streets alone I thought I'd hear from you weeks ago I'll probably see you when you get back home haven't met your new boy, I bet I like him though I'm dry heaving in an empty bed tied a rope to you and split the ends I'll never have the chance to make amends 'cause I'll never be more than your old friend
6.
daddy hit me just the other day while we were in a different state I always knew he wanted to swing at me well mom told me that he lost his way, remembers all the better days he used to be a better man I heard and I'll stop thinking about forever well mom told me that she's going to stay, she said she's always had a dream fight for love until you meet your end but I know she's too scared to leave 'cause daddy robbed her of everything oh people never change, and love was made to break and I'll stop thinking about forever

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released October 23, 2020

produced by robert adam stevenson and mothé
mixed by robert adam stevenson
mastered by dave mcnair
album art by celia jacobs

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mothé is the artist name of spencer fort

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